I don’t mean for this to be preachy, but this is my blog, so deal with it. Haha :D
So, today I found out that I will not be studying abroad next semester, as I thought I was going to be for the past year. I realized that the financial gap between what I would have to pay and what I can pay is too large.
At first, I was so disappointed. I began to think of all the opportunities for next semester that had already passed, the amazing time that would happen while I was abroad and how big of a letdown this whole event was. However, instead of reacting in a negative manner, I walked into the small coffee shop on campus and began to read some of my favorite Psalms in my new Bible that my grandmother gave me. “But I will trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing the LORD’s praise, for God has been good to me,” Psalm 13:5-6 says. I began to pray these words over myself and over my situation. I will TRUST in your UNFAILING LOVE … for God has been GOOD to ME. If I have this love that never fails, does it really matter where I go? Does it really matter what I do? No, because God has been good to me and will continue to be good to me. I began to realize that God is going to be God and that wherever I am next year, I will be where I will be and where I need to be. I began to realize that there must be something here for me and I began to praise the LORD for messing up my plans. Whether I will be impacted or a life will be impacted because of me, I know that God has something in store for me here and I will trust in the LORD’s unfailing love.